im leaving on a jet plane, dont know when ill be back again..

this entry was supposed to go on 31st, but its been such a mad day that i am making my last singapore diaries entry now. its 3:33am!!! and im so tired... i think i can only type, cant move anyother part of my body!!!! haha

here are some last day glimpses of this beautiful country! =)

times like these

its times like these u give and give again
only to be disappointed over and over again
for the same reason

ive become so.. tired

when nothing goes right, nothing on time

when u feel like life is playing a game on u

i dont want to play games anymore, yet here i am.

people who were supposed to call, just forgot.

am i right or wrong?

its better to just not care anymore..

E.T - Lost in Space

my karachi is hurt...

its harder for someone who is far away from karachi,
here i am.. listening to all sorts of broken news, some from bbc.com some from dawn.com.pk.. i dunno what i can do. i wish this shooting wud end. karachi deserves to be safe, it deserves to be better than this.

nothing can ever justify killing innocent people, all because of one cheif justice and the govt. y the heck cant they settle this in a more peaceful way!??!

sigh!

penny for my thots

my thots are as screwed up as my dreams. i have never had so many bad dreams in a go.. perhaps its a 25th birthday gift from the angel of dreams!!!!! i cant sleep and i cant keep awake. i sleep at odd times of the day, and no i still cant write abt what im feeling. the only way to descrbe what im feeling is:
i feel like crap!

i tried illustration, music, radio, tv, the oc, mall hopping, wierd food, and my best solution to anything aerobics. i stillllllll feel like crap! i wish id snap out of it soon....

i hope tonight is fun!!

back in spore....

loooooong day... will blog a lil later!!

last night here in karachi..

boo hoo...
im gonna miss simba
im gonna miss the coffees
im gonna miss arsala, esen, jiya and nazia
im gonna miss adeel
im gonna miss the two babies..
im gonna miss the food
im gonna miss the clothes
im gonna miss this crazy city
im gonna miss the driving
im gonna miss my parentsssssssss....
im gonna miss each and every lil thing!
even the pollution!

boo hoooooooo.....

sniff sniff...