nervous wreck

i wish i cud figure out a solution to my flash and imovie problems.. itssss sooo hard to do all this work that is in my head. and its so hard to concentrate on one thing, i think of everything at once!! damn it... i mean.. ok nervous wreck!

and the damn slow internet or my own sys.. or whatever the hell is causing the one tree hill episode to skip and load slowly!



(sigh)

penny for my thots

my thots are as screwed up as my dreams. i have never had so many bad dreams in a go.. perhaps its a 25th birthday gift from the angel of dreams!!!!! i cant sleep and i cant keep awake. i sleep at odd times of the day, and no i still cant write abt what im feeling. the only way to descrbe what im feeling is:
i feel like crap!

i tried illustration, music, radio, tv, the oc, mall hopping, wierd food, and my best solution to anything aerobics. i stillllllll feel like crap! i wish id snap out of it soon....

i hope tonight is fun!!

grateful

it was a good sunday, finally got the shoes i desperately needed as i am sick of my white birkenstocks! i love my new bling bling silver shoes. i think silver and me just go together. also got a shirt.. but lets see if it looks ok on me or not. Ive been thinking all day and thinking all evening.. and it all started from last night's dream. frieda was with me at orchard today. i really think that silly quiz was tru. she's my soul sister! :)