penny for my thots

my thots are as screwed up as my dreams. i have never had so many bad dreams in a go.. perhaps its a 25th birthday gift from the angel of dreams!!!!! i cant sleep and i cant keep awake. i sleep at odd times of the day, and no i still cant write abt what im feeling. the only way to descrbe what im feeling is:
i feel like crap!

i tried illustration, music, radio, tv, the oc, mall hopping, wierd food, and my best solution to anything aerobics. i stillllllll feel like crap! i wish id snap out of it soon....

i hope tonight is fun!!