away from the sun

Caution: this might not make any sense to anyone!

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone do what I've done
I missed life
I missed the colours of the world
Can anyone go where I am

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I've known

~3doorsdown

it is down to me. sometimes i push myself into the dark to hide out from the light. but somehow it finds me. yes it is a blessing that the light manages to find me even when im so far down into the dark. have u ever gotten the feeling that u r incomplete, theres some pieces of the puzzle that are still missing? i do, all the time! i guess its that feeling tht drives me to keep pushing, keep trying.

thats where music comes in, it breathes life and lyrics into me, and makes me feel whole again.