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as good as the morning was.. the afternoon was the hardest. i can now say in that game, i have bever cried outside a supermarket. how can humans do this.. ok i have survived thru yucky meat markets.. where i dont look up. i have survived a meat market in the rain.. and i have seen the display boards of some so called food that i cud ignore, and just block out of my mind. But im sorry im not that heartless, i cant see a fish dying in front of me, i cant look at frogs inside a container waiting to be picked up and eaten. i cant see such heartless and cruel children touching the flesh of a dead turtle.. i cant see the turtles swimming around in yet another container... so uncomfortable. what did these poor creatures do to deserve this. this was enuff for me. i never thot i cud not deal with this. i mean it is understood i wud discover wierd and sick things in singapore as well.. but i was not ready for this. and i will never be. i felt sick to see all those people like cannibals.. just sick!

i dont think that anyone i even know wud understand what im feeling right now. so if anyone who reads this thinks this is funny or wierd! well its my blog!

i wish i cud closse my eyes and it wud all go away. but it wont.