the phantom planet

you gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser
you gotta stay cool, you gotta stay calm, you gotta stay together..

just saw supernatural and smallville, two of my fav series. and since ive been studying about semiotics all day today. i understand why these programs work, why i love them so much. its because they have a hero in them, and all of us need heroes to look upto and to think that someone out there is taking care of us. we all need heroes to feel secure. ok maybe im sounding like a crazy fan! but i do see now why do i relate to those series? its because it represents a portal that i want to be part of and for 1 hour i can! so why not i say... be it smallville, supernatural, veronica mars, desperate housewives or even the OC. i think we get to live an hour in the life of someone else, and that is exciting as long as after the show is over you are back in your body.

maybe i just wish clark could send my jury to the phantom planet!! lol... maybe im just feeling tense abt that. Im trying to get 'this'. and i will too... i will get this right this time! today was one step in the right direction... i hope my Super-visor agrees.. otherwise im as good as being trapped in the phantom planet yet again!

its 2:00am and i guess id better sleep now... but what does my future hold for me? i guess theres only one way to find out!...

:)